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My Guardian Angel My Guardian Angel
Release me Oh Angel of Death
From the shackles called life
From the chains called sanity
Oh Angel, take away my life
Take my soul Oh Angel of Darkness
Cover me in your thick black wings
Release me from the thorns of love
Protect me by your own warmth
Oh my Angel of Death
Make me smile by your own strength
Tonight I give my life to you
Hold my soul and love me too..
Cat Ears and TailCat Ears and Tail
When he died, I thought at first
I would not live without him at my side
But alas, he had given me his last order
"Take Aoyagi Ritsuka, my brother as your new master"
At that time, I was engulfed in the depths of loneliness
I was walking in the paths of darkness
I was living my life like a zombie
Until then, I tried to continue to live my life normally
After my mourning
I did what he ordered
Cause his words are unbreakable
That's why I decided to meet you
When I first said the words to you,
You're suprised, I knew why
Because you're "LOVELESS"
The one with no love.
You told me not to say it
But still I continued to voice it.
"I love you Ritsuka"
You just don't know that I mean it.
I know that you don't believe me
Cause I always break my promise
But I did those because
I don't want you to get hurt
One night you asked me
"What if Seimei ordered you to kill me?"
I was surprised back then
And I told you the words of unassurance.
And then you started to run
But I grabbed y
The Day When She Was BornThe Day When She Was Born
This is the day when she was born
Welcomed in the arms of the world
Caressed in the arms of the mother
Being kissed on the forehead by father
This is the day when she aged year by year
The day when that baby turned into a lady
The day she experienced happiness
For her family was always with her
As years walked by with her
Things have changed around her
When she's young, their in poverty
But now, she's living a life of nobility
And yet this girl wants something
Far beyond things or riches
She wants to claim "that" back
She want to have her parents' heart
Misunderstanding began to pour on her
For she can't say what she feels to them
Many sufferings, she experienced alone
Will she gonna last? For how long?
Confusion to herself starts to consume her
But still she continues to walk on
Trying to seal her own emptiness
Thanks to her set of friends
But still this girl still feels cold
Inside her heart she began to crumble
The warmth she feels slowly disappears
It's not Her They stared at each other for a long time. Silence was on between them. Her tears fell down on her face. He was speechless. He can't look into her eyes when he saw a tear from her face.
"B-but why?" she said to him. "Why didn't you tell me? Why do I have to hear it from other people?!"
"You do not need to know anything about what's going on in my life." He said it flatly. He tried to look at her but he can't do it.
She was surprised. Sadly, she brushed a tear off her face. "I-I thought that we're friends."
"You know that I want more than that." He said.
"But you know that-----"
"I KNOW THAT!" he shouted. Then there was silence again.
'Til we meet again.. in heaven As I lie on my bed, listening to the songs on the radio, I felt something on my face... Was it tears? But why am I crying? It can't be.
Why would I cry?...Is it just because he left me so suddenly? I shouldn't cry just because of that! That's rubbish!
He is not worth my tears. Yet, I cannot ignore the pain inside me. I can't accept what he did to me.
Tell me? What did I do to deserve this? I was faithful to him! Then he left me just like that? It's not fair!
I loved him. We always have each other whenever we have free time after work. I always see his eyes shine when we're together, and then he's going to treat me like this?!
Goodbye, Forever After he closed the door that connects between us, I cried my heart out. I can't do anything to bring him back to me. "It's over," he said.
I love him. I really do. But what can I do to make him love me back if he doesn't love me anymore? What can I do to make him mine if his heart calls out another name instead of mine? What can I do? What?
As I cried in my room, the sky outside became clouded and dark. And soon after that, the rain started.
As the girl cried, the boy continued to walk outside. He knew he had done the right thing. Even though it's painful for the both of them, it's better to leave her and see her happy in someone else's arms someday, rather than she sees him slowly dying. Again, he looked back to the house of his beloved girl. A tear fell on his face as the rain poured. He walked away with a silent goodbye to her. Forever.
When he went away...Experiencing a person in pain in love is as painful as when a person you loved died in your arms. Especially when a person in love was rejected by his apple of the eye, he felt that the world had rejected him.
Like someone I knew, I saw my friend having a crush in this boy up to the point that she was obsessed with him as she got to know him. they became a couple. She really loved the boy. But then, one day, the boy decided to call it off. He said to my friend that he didn't really loved her. My friend cried day and night, mourning for their relationship.
I saw her as she began to wither. Her body became pale and fragile. The color of her eyes that once were very colorful and emotional, became gray and full of sadness. It is then that I realized, maybe love can also be the worst thing a person can have.
If Only Time Could StopIf only time could stop for a while,
I want to be in your loving arms.
To feel the warmth of your embrace
And savor the memories before they fade
If only you could love me back
I want to share the same love
As I have fully loved you before you were gone
And went into other's arms
If only time could stop for a while
I want to say "sorry" for the things that I've done
The way I hurt your feelings before
If you could just return to me
I'll promise you more sweet memories.
Goodbye to You, Hello to HimWhen we parted
I thought I won't last a day without you.
It also confirms that I have feelings for you.
So I waited and waited for the promise you gave.
Until one day I gave up to the promised you shared.
As my life continues to go on the flow.
While spending some time to think of what I'll follow.
Someone came up to me to give a smile.
Since then we became friends for a while.
As the years go by without you at my side
He stayed with me to have a chat and smile.
And at the moment he did that to me,
My heart jumps and began to beat faster.
Since then I knew, I have a thing for him.
I know that maybe you've forgotten our promise
And the feeling is not mutual,
Thanks to him now I'm free.
So goodbye to you,
Hello to him.
24 not-poems later1.
it is so hard to be okay
when all i've got are cigarettes
the voices of strangers
and memories of you
it's so hard to be okay
when you hate yourself
for not being okay
all i want is to hear you say
that you love me
so that for five seconds,
i can believe it;
just a few moments
of being alright
i wonder what you would do
with the letters i have written
but never given you
with the truth that i have known
but never told
if i swim
until my arms could no longer
hold me up - you wouldn't
even have a body to say goodbye to
i wonder what you would do
if i wrote right here
that it was you
i wonder what you would think about
and what we have done; the love
that we have destroyed
with our cowardice and our weakness
like a windowsill plant
left out in summer
i wonder what you would think
if the last thing i tol you
was that i loved you
god damn you kissed me hard
when you left
as if you knew it would be the last time
what if it was
the last time
you would never have to catch another moth for m
PerdicionTe conocí en invierno, las calles cubiertas de nieve, el frió carcomía nuestras pieles,
tu piel pálida y congelada, intentado calentar tus manos.
Ese día, aquel donde sentí un fuerte impulso de hablarte en cuanto te vi, sentado en la banca del parque moviendo tus piernas para entrar en calor, solo guiada por un impulso
me acerque a ti, te di mi bufanda y gantes, luego solo me fui.... sin preguntarte
tu nombre, ni de donde eras, ni que hacías, solo me fui.
Días pasaron, y no te volví a ver, creí que solo fue coincidencia el haberte encontrado para evitar que murieras congelado, pero increíblemente nos reencontramos en mi cafetería favorita, te distinguí de inmediato por que traías puesta mi bufanda y guantes..... aun recuerdo tu rostro confundido ... como si buscases a alguien.
Recuerdo tu rostro iluminarse cuando giraste en mi dirección. Me dijiste que mi bufanda tenia olor a
I Love You.
Oh, gorgeous goddess!
How your beauty tantalizes me!
Leaving a dumb statue
In my place.
How can You,
O Great and Majestic One,
Sitting on your golden throne,
In the sky,
Have created such a girl
As the one I see
Oh how my heart flutters!
Sweet angel, you gave
Wings to my
You blessed a poor soul,
With that wonderful magic
Only you possess.
I will give
I will cross the world for you,
I will serve you,
I will think only of you,
I will do anything for you!
If only I can
Hold your delicate hand,
Skin so smooth,
Soft as silk,
And be with you,
Every step of your way,
To comfort you
In your sorrows,
he's got a girlfriend anywaywe both know
that it's hard to write about
it's taken me seven months to start
while you slept, i burnt your crimson sheets
and painted your ceiling purple
part of me thought you might understand
i was trying to show you how i felt
i was being brave
it was how i wanted to tell you
but i was destroying more than i created
(just spread your love
set fire to the storms)
i tried to tell you
but i was tied to tracks
and it's too close for the train to miss me when it stops
if there is still a chance
you might need me
you will find me where we fell in love
sitting under cherry dark skies
with shaking fingers crossed
and blood stained lips locked
LovesicknessI've only known you for a few days,
Yet still this longing feeling stays.
It makes me hate my in active ways,
I need a distraction, for the longer I laze,
The more I think of how you amaze.
Without your touch I feel so alone,
Anywhere near you could feel like home.
So please let me near, it's my heart that you own!
After all, you said that you love me so dearly,
Do why can't I hug you at least yearly?
you jump i jumpit shouldn't be a crime to want to die
but when it comes to you
i'm so fucking glad it is
A State of Consistent Emptiness“Are you feeling better now?”
I feel I have to lie somehow
But instead truth comes spilling out
Before I cork my mouth
With a never mind,
Save it for another time
When I am open to sharing
I know that it will come someday
A point of self-reflection
And everything so huge
Will get smaller, easier, and less dramatic
But for now I swoon over you in the dead of night
Assisted by the bloodied objects of my plight
And I wonder when that day will come
When there is something I set my sights on
And strive to be it
Floating, falling dangerously
Like a dandelion above water
And like a small child you are the only one
Who actually wants me in their lawn
Who might actually miss me when I’m gone
And sometimes I want to strangle myself
Just to see if I’m worth saving
But still I ignore and consent to drown
I’m better off when I cannot breathe
More in touch when I cannot see
And so I bite your hand away
With my last breath
And then I sink into the abyss
All of my regrets
The girl he loves...
The girl he loves is not perfection.
But the girl he loves doesn't have much depression.
The girl he loves is too talkative.
The girl he loves is crazy and wild.
The girl he loves is much much expressive.
The girl he loves can be over-obsessive.
The girl he loves is pretty but she denies it.
The girl he loves is always laughing and smiling.
The girl he loves can't rhyme or rap.
But the girl he loves is me.
And that's a fact.
FreedThis life has felt sabotaged;
Obliterated; destroyed –
I’ve thought about what’s to come
For the remaining portion,
And dream to keep dreaming.
But ho~! I have found Freedom
In the eyes of Hope.
I feel spoilt with
Joy and redemption –
A conflagration of content.
Despite the things I realise,
Dropping me down lower,
You keep me above the line –
You keep the sanity in,
And the insanity at bay.
I just hope that
One day –
Many days –
I can return
SmileThe first time my eyes went to you
I already know that it is you
The one who will complete me forever
Your smile makes my body shiver
The spark of love ignited me
By the way you looked at me
The way you smile when I'm near
Makes my mind disappear
I wish it's not an imagination
When you make my blood run in motion
The way you smile at me
Makes my heart to be free
Dreams of realityA pair of eyes;
Open and stare through the lights,
Into the darkness of doom.
And yet they smile,
Yet they smile.
A drop of tear;
Seeps through the garden of death;
Falls to the mortal soil.
Dreams and desires will blend again,
To render the roses alive.
I am floating through a vision.
Like ripples, floating through the pond of life.
Can reality be so real?
Let me drown again,
Into the silence of familiar noise.
As I wander through the lanes of reason and passion.
The flame of hope burns bright,
Drenched in the colors of freedom.
So let my dreams unravel my soul,
As darkness fades away;
And let mortality draw me closer to destiny.
As these pair of eyes,
Open to stare through the lights again.
Is this reality?
Can reality be so real?
Time passes by, as the eyes keep staring;
Staring at the distant lights;
Staring beyond the distant skies.
What do they see?
What do they long?
What do they desire?
Then the skies will break down;
White lightning striking the dreamy clouds.
Moments will tur
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